an amazing girlfriend whom I love very much, and miss when I'm not with her, even when I hang up the phone after talking to her for an hour. some great friends who I love and appreciate, though I don't tell them that enough. no job at the moment (though, not for a lack of looking). very little money, but a hang-up that somehow, my worthiness in this world is attached to how much money I have. Hang on, the phone just rang..."Hello?...Oh, Hey Paradox...Uh-huh...Listen, can I call you back later? I'm blogging right now...Cool, thanks...Bye." Ok, where was I?...Oh, yeah... the same small apartment I've had for almost 8 years. an obnoxiously arrogant, loud animal of an upstairs neighbor that STARTS playing music at 1:30am, constantly slams his door when entering or leaving his apartment and stomps around his place - as well as up and down the stairs outside my apartment - as though he were taking a rhinoceros for hi...